Welcome back Ben, you have been missed. While reading your post, I could only think, "wow, and he's still here". You are stronger than you can ever imagine. We all have our tales of hitting the bottom; some are worse than others, but the one constant seems to be that Clydes are Weebles. We wobble, but won't fall down. You are a Weeble and so am I. Wobbling is just part of what we do, but we always get back up. Thank you for sharing your struggles with us and remember that you always have friends here.