tetonrider, i get what you are doing with your analysis. I try to do something similar - and it sounds like "beating yourself up" to outside observers, but really it's just about learning every possible thing from the situation, so you can take away anything you can do better next time. I just wrote a note to my coach last night with something like that - and though I did have a lot more personal responsibility and need to change more of what I did vs. what you did, it's still not "beating myself up" - it's a learning process.
Love your reports. Hope you heal well and quickly. If you don't beat your Teton Pass goal, it's not going to be because you didn't give it the very best attempt you possibly can.