Envy is a sin! Enjoy what you got, and strive for more! Get a part-time job in a shop. I started out doing nothing but rebuilding coaster brakes on rental bikes for about 6 months. That and taking out the garbage.
L8R
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"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, "WOW, What a Ride!" - unknown
"Your Bike Sucks" - Sky Yaeger