Sounds tough DG, but don't let it get you down. Some days just aren't meant to break records, or reach goals. Other days when you might have to kick yourself to get out of the house you will wind up having great rides. If it is no fun though, take a break either for the day or an hour. I also agree with GGear that a 6 mile loop may be holding you back. Venture forth!! Hit those unknown roads. Look to some of the other threads in here about guys heading whichever way looks interesting. jppe seems to do that with some regularity and comes in with interesting riding reports.