I'm sure you think about
how old am I now, hmm maybe if I can sign for 2 more years at least and don't blow it all this time, i'll be able to pay that stupid car off in full. But $hhiit, it's already mid summer and I have no results so far and whats his face won't let me know where he is riding next year, if he goes they won't need me either, whats his name is going really well and flying these days, I am going to have to train more, properly train, rain or shine and get some k's in the legs or I'm stuffed.
maybe I'll go true wheels at the local shop and go back to part time study?
or is that what keeps them up all night?