If anybody knows London, ON, I was involved in a crash traveling eastbound on Fanshawe Pk Rd in the thru-lane, wherein a van was exiting south from the Petro-Can station, crossing two lanes of traffic to turn left (north). I believe it was intentional on my part because I've been feeling depressed over school and life recently, and was involved in a similar accident in October, so I realize the dangers of filtering (albeit, the light was green for half a minute before i moved). At the last moment, I snapped out of my morbid daze, and tried to veer out of the driver's way but still hit his hood, and flew several metres away with the bike (I have clipless pedals). The driver was nice enough to wait around, while I was ambulanced to the hospital. At the hospital I received a few stiches, while the police officer took my account of the events. No one was charged, but I did not tell the hospital staff nor the officer the possible underlying cause of the accident. I've been compartmentalizing and avoiding life so I'm fearful of my family's reactions to my behaviour of the last few months. I've also been really lonely going to school in a new city. My question to you fellow board members is if I should discuss the psychological aspect to this accident with the authorities?