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12-10-02, 08:12 AM
Hi everyone.
I finally have the chance to post again. I know I stopped posting my travelogues abruptly, but I just thought I'd drop people a line and let them know what happened to Koffee.
Koffee had some bad bad problems at work that she had to spend all her time fighting. I couldn't post online, everything I did was being monitered, so I couldn't even tune into the site without being disiplined. I had to fight to keep my job, then once it became apparent I wasn't going to keep my job, I had to fight to get out without losing my reputation in my field. My career with that company was in ruins. To make it worse, it was a family business. Subsequently, I've been dealing with daily infighting within the family. Never work for family..... I just resolved all this with my family at Thansgiving.
Koffee had someone very close die recently. I am a mess and dealing with the loss of a loved one. I never had to deal with a situation like this before, so I am going through some kind of depression. I am trying to snap out of it, but I've been in a bad funk right now. I'm still not out of it, but I am still trying. I will need some more time until I get some closure in my mind. I am not happy in my life right now, and mostly, it's because of my loss. It's impacted other parts of my life, and until I come to terms with this, I'm afraid I won't feel like doing much. Some days, it's just hard getting out of bed, and I spend a lot of time 1 step away from dissolving in a mess of tears and crying all the time. But I'm working on it, so let's hope I don't spend too much more time like this. I'm getting really tired of the same old same old. Plus, all this oversleeping has resulted in Koffee gaining lots of weight, and Koffee can't sleep at night much anymore.
Well, that's it in a nutshell. As soon as I pull out of this funk, I'll post the rest of my stories online and get ready for my next trip. Believe it or not, I'm still making plans for my next touring trip this summer. It's one of the few things I can still do, and it's probably because something like that makes Koffee veeeeeeery happy.
I wish everyone Happy Holidays, and I hope to see you sometime in the next year.
Koffee Brown
I finally have the chance to post again. I know I stopped posting my travelogues abruptly, but I just thought I'd drop people a line and let them know what happened to Koffee.
Koffee had some bad bad problems at work that she had to spend all her time fighting. I couldn't post online, everything I did was being monitered, so I couldn't even tune into the site without being disiplined. I had to fight to keep my job, then once it became apparent I wasn't going to keep my job, I had to fight to get out without losing my reputation in my field. My career with that company was in ruins. To make it worse, it was a family business. Subsequently, I've been dealing with daily infighting within the family. Never work for family..... I just resolved all this with my family at Thansgiving.
Koffee had someone very close die recently. I am a mess and dealing with the loss of a loved one. I never had to deal with a situation like this before, so I am going through some kind of depression. I am trying to snap out of it, but I've been in a bad funk right now. I'm still not out of it, but I am still trying. I will need some more time until I get some closure in my mind. I am not happy in my life right now, and mostly, it's because of my loss. It's impacted other parts of my life, and until I come to terms with this, I'm afraid I won't feel like doing much. Some days, it's just hard getting out of bed, and I spend a lot of time 1 step away from dissolving in a mess of tears and crying all the time. But I'm working on it, so let's hope I don't spend too much more time like this. I'm getting really tired of the same old same old. Plus, all this oversleeping has resulted in Koffee gaining lots of weight, and Koffee can't sleep at night much anymore.
Well, that's it in a nutshell. As soon as I pull out of this funk, I'll post the rest of my stories online and get ready for my next trip. Believe it or not, I'm still making plans for my next touring trip this summer. It's one of the few things I can still do, and it's probably because something like that makes Koffee veeeeeeery happy.
I wish everyone Happy Holidays, and I hope to see you sometime in the next year.
Koffee Brown