This may be real stupid but to let out the frustration and anger I have been harboring lately, I decided to do something I really don't like.
I have an appointment to fight tomorrow morning. I mean spar. With someone who is the top student of my friend, who wants to train me in his style. This student is his "fighter". My styles are completely different so we shall see how it goes.
Wish me luck.
Loser has to be trained by the other.