Guess what. R, the summer romance who had a boyfriend (environmental girl that I posted about a while ago), came over this morning. I was late to work strangely as I am usually gone by this time. Someone knocked on the door at 9am. I said 'who is it'?
I then opened the door and lo and behold it was R! She looked REALLY good too. Very happy and carefree. She was there to return a book that I lent to her a while ago and she had also made me a cd with a note. She said ‘ I did not think you would be here, I just wanted to leave the book here’. *Seems dubious to me because then why would she have knocked.
I was really excited to see her. You know when you talk and act really fast. She asked how I was and I said well and did a salsa shimmy saying that I am loving salsa
I then said how about a valentines day hug. She seemed apprehensive and did not give herself fully to the hug. So I said see you later. I was really excited smiling and moving fast the whole time.
What does her visit mean if anything? I guess I want to read into it as I want to think there is something there. Alas her behaviour and decisions have shown that she is probably not the girl for me but I thought we had many a fun time left at least.
Something like this:
Thanks for the book. I made you a cd and I hope that you like it. All the best in Holland if you are leaving soon.
** she thought I was moving to Holland which was a strong possibility at the time. Not right now though as I rejected the job.
* What do you think I do if anything? I will probably email her because I like her.
*** I know this may seem silly guys but posting helps me. I see the answer stare back at me then get your viewpoints. A different perspective than my emotionally clouded mind i guess.