People are given things in life and are expected to handle them. I've had to tough out a lot of circumstances, handle things with the tools I am given and watched as sometimes my efforts have failed. Sure--every one has ups and downs, but there are times when I've questioned the whole reasoning about why I am dealt the cards in my hand. Sometimes it even came down "Is this what life is supposed to be??"
My only choice was to go up. I refuse to let the negativity take me down, and fought hard to recover myself from all the hits I have been given.
Within the past couple of months, wonderful things have happened to me. In ALL aspects. Health, relationships, business, love.... It's as if all of my hard work and dedication and BELIEF in myself has paid off. The struggle to succeed is on it's way.
AGAIN--I realize that to every positive thing there is a negative thing--balance of nature. But to feel this euphoric for this long is really strange, almost as if I don't trust it. I ask myself, what did I do to deserve this? This doesn't happen to me.