I don't know how you people have put up with me. I've been pathetic and pitty-potty and "emo" (i'm not so sure about that really but...ok).
It's made it hard for me to sleep, it's affecting my grades, my social life. Being down like this is only pushing her further away and is likely the last thing other women want to deal with.
I'm not perfect, no one is. I wasn't the best boyfriend to her all the time, but damn i love her and cherish her, which i think if anyone paid attention around here...you know. If she can't appreciate that it's her loss.
There is no feeling like that of falling IN love. Those first weeks in a new relationship may be some of the best weeks. Hell, i guess i get to do that again when it comes.
If she wants me back, she can try...if i'm here i'm here, if not...her mistake.
If that isn't emo then i'm certain its ome.
Now, i've always been a bit of a prick, but recently more so. It's how i get when i'm emotional, it likely has a lot to do with my past but it doesn't really matter. There is no excuse and so for those of you who have fallen under my 'wrath' (so powerful i am )...try and forgive me.
And though it isn't your job, if you see me doing it again, i would honestly appreciate that it gets pointed out, because it is something i need to adjust.
"maybe the sun will shine today" says Wilco ( ), my cats are bathing in it this afternoon...how cute they are