Pardon this post's lack of structure.
I realized last night I'm attracted to psychos.
I dated this one girl for 6 years. ****ED in the head. Always heard what she wanted to hear. Her thoughts never followed any sort of logic. Loved her to death.
A girl I had a crush on for 9 years, finally wound up dating her over winter break, and lo, she's a ****ED in the head sex fiend.
Girl I've been goin after for the past month is ****ED in the head in a high strung sort of way. She's also a maneater. And dear god I want her.
Had a one night stand with a chick who was probably certifiably insane. Played me like a drum, but seriously, WTF.
Dated a girl for a month who was stable, smart, and witty, but I didn't like her in the romantic type of way. I think its because she seemed too safe. Seriously, WTF?!
I've resolved that any relationship I get into for now on is going to be on equal grounds. Unfortunately, when you date a psycho they tend to control the direction of the relationship. So this is something I need to change. I'm thinking I could go in two directions. I can out psycho the psychos. Play hard to get, and make them work for me instead of visa-versa. But since they're psycho, this isn't exactly reliable. OR, I can give up on them entirely. But that's like tryin to quit heroin cold turkey. Why?! What drives me towards the Pirate wenches and not the bonnie lasses?
Any other manfolk experience this?