I've really tried, honest.
I've stayed away from the website, I've even resisted not calling the guy who helped me get the setup juuuust right.
I have always wanted a certain bike (if I show you, I'd have to look at it again and I'm a little weak right now) but I kept making up reasons to not get it. I tried not to think about it for about a year and a half. Maybe it's the good weather, I dunno. Now I'm longing for it again.
I'm thinking of selling the Cake and getting a replacement for it.