to cross over this morning.
Long story short, I woke feeling like crap, eventually made it to the couch and was holding my partner. I felt this pull, it wasn't painful or threatening... Just like a magnet pulling on steel. I held on tight to my partner and shouted, "No! I'm not ready to go, I want to stay for a while longer!" the feeling of being drawn left me, but I also had the distinct impression that the next time it came, I'd have to go.
I told my partner the next time it came, I'd kiss her and say farewell.
I've spent most of the day coming in and out of awareness. I'm having a rather lucid spell so I thought I'd post and thank you all for your love and support. It's really great to know you all!