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Old 07-25-08, 06:48 PM   #1
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And, they lived happily ever after! Scott and Michele a love story!

Hello,

This is a resolution to a love story that unfolded here last year. A few months over a year ago as I lay dying in a hospital my dear friend Siu started a thread to help my husband to deal with my illness. And to add prayers to help in saving my life. I call this a love story because my dear Prince Scotty poured the love that was deep in his heart to everyone. Then, he shared my healing moments. Now I want to share this open letter with you all. I want first to thank you because I knocked on the door and was sent away because the Lord heard your prayers. I so appreciate all of your words of prayer and good wishes. Without you, I am not so sure I would still be here. The Lord chose to save my life, for what reason I am not sure yet.

I share the story of my survival and God's part in it to everyone that listens. I know if it were not for the Lord and all the people who asked him to spare me I would not be here sharing this with you. If you are sharing this, then you know what transpired in my life, but I will share again.

On April 4, 2007, I became very ill and went to the emergency room. I knew full well that I was sick and that it was bad. I knew that I was close to death but I didn't quite know how close. The last thing I remember that day was telling the triage nurse how much I hurt. The next thing I knew was it was April 28, 2007, and my wonderful husband was telling me what had happened.

I could not move my right arm or hand. I had suffered a stroke following surgery, My memories from ICU are very sketchy and they probably always will be. The Lord has a way of protecting us from things that will harm us. The road back was a long hard one. They started physical therapy while I was still in ICU, I needed to recover the use of my arm and hand as well as start walking again. I am not a small woman now but I am getting smaller everyday.

In August 2006, after I found out how ill I was and that losing weight was essential, I weighed 427 pounds. Finding out that it was a lose weight or die situation opened my eyes. Thank the Lord. By April 2007, I had lost 100 pounds I still almost died anyway. I most assuredly would have had I not already started on the journey. God has held my hand and helped me down the road.

After almost two months in intensive care, I was moved gradually to different areas of the hospital as I improved. Then the earth seemed to fall beneath me. The team that moves people that cannot move themselves caused me to fall to the floor and being partially paralyzed I could not break my fall. I landed on my right shoulder and what had no feeling now hurt.

To add insult to injury, they were sending me to a nursing home for rehab. I was devastated I thought I would die there. I became so ill after being there a few days they sent me to the hospital again. I was over an hour and a half from home and I could only see Scotty on his days off. It felt to me that my children and my Mother did not want to make the long trip to see me. I was drowning in self pity, I had forgotten God and what he had already done. One day I received a visit from the hospital Chaplain and it all came into focus for me. The Lord had gotten me this far and it was time for me to start helping him by doing the work too. And take joy in my faith, that is when the healing really started for me, because I was healing inside.

I was sent back to the dreaded nursing home because my health had improved and I was a determined person one who was not going to give up. I was once again blessed by God with two angels. Jane who was my physical therapist, and Jennifer who was my occupational therapist. I call them my angels but don't by any means think they took it easy on me because they didn't. First thing I had to learn was how to get out of bed not being able to walk. I learned to pivot my body out using what was very like a plastic cutting board. I cried everyday as I did these things. I cried in frustration because I had always been a very independent person, and here I was a helpless person. But I was not going to stay that way.

On July 17, 2007, I managed to walk 133 very long steps with my walker and it was decided that they would petition to get me sent to a full time rehab center. I walked everyday and Scotty was there every day he had off cheering me on, bringing me get well cards and telling me stories of these wonderful complete strangers who had taken me into their hearts and their prayers.

In August, I was finally allowed to move to the full time rehab center in the neighboring town from home. I would be able to see my family everyday again. I got there and it was like starting all over again. And I would cry in frustration but the angel the Lord had sent to me there was named Chris and he pulled me aside and explained that crying and that kind of behavior would not be excepted. Oh, how I hated him and oh, how I cussed him in my head. And boy, was I going to show him! Of course, now I know that was what he had in mind.

I had 6 hours of classes five days a week and three hours on Saturdays. They pushed me hard. And thank the Lord I took everything they threw at me. I had an Ileostomy and a catheter making some things really hard but I kept up fighting. I was in a wheelchair. I had to self propel basically I was walking sitting down. Then I was given permission to walk with my walker with Scotty, and the kids. What a thrill.

After 18 days I was released to go home five months and one week from the day I went in the hospital. I could walk with a walker and I had movement back in my right hand. This was September 11, 2007. At that point I figured that I would probably never recover the use of my right arm. The only way I could move it was by moving it with my left arm. I was unable to go to the rehab center so physical therapy came to me. By the middle of October, I was given a cane to use and he had me trying the stairs.

But my right arm was stubborn. I took that matter into my own hands, I had the pleasure of meeting a stroke survivor who had started out in worse shape than I had, but she would put things higher, and higher, and force her self to reach. So, that is what I did. I have recovered the use of my right arm now. But the best thing for me is on July 17, 2008, I walked over two miles on the treadmill at the gym. What a difference a year makes.

I share all of this with you because this is not just my victory, but all of yours also. I can never thank you for the prayers and good wishes you sent to a perfect stranger all those miles away. I am here because God granted your prayers, thank you, thank you so very much.

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Old 07-25-08, 06:55 PM   #2
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I don't know what to say. Thank you for sharing your progress. Praying that your recovery continues.

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I remember PMing back and forth with Scott when things weren't looking so good. I'm so happy to know you've pulled through!!!

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Michele and I have been emailing each other regularly since she was able to. She has been keeping me up with her progress and every time I hear her take another step in her recovery, it's another joyful moment for me. She is my special internet buddy and although we have tried to meet, I still haven't seen her face to face.

I have been waiting patiently because as soon as she can, I am going to be there with her for her virgin ride on the special bike that Scotty has in mind for her. And we are going to ride together.
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Thank you for updating us on your incredible story. Still praying for you. I think of you everytime I see your husband on the forums. May God continue to bless you both abundantly.
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Thanks for sharing. Your experience is still the first thing I think of whenever I see Scott's posts. Oh, and welcome to Foo!
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Thanks so much for sharing your wonderful story, Michele. Like jsharr, I think of you often, especially when I see Scott's posts in here. That was an incredible, humbling time, during those many days when we didn't know if you'd make it or not. We're glad you did! Keep on keepin' on!
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Old 07-25-08, 10:20 PM   #8
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Michele! Good to see you posting.
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Yay! Glad that you are improving everyday; and no, thank you for showing us your strength when times seemed so bleak
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All I can say is that you are another inspiring story. A truely strong and brave person. I hope that your progression continues so that any evidence of your illness will be gone.
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Michele, you are an inspiration. I'm so glad your recovery has gone well.

You are prove that miracles can happen.

Thanks for posting you story.

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Michele, thanks for sharing this. You are still in my prayers.
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What a wonderful thing to read. Michele, it's just amazing to hear how far you've come. You're not the only one who has been healing... thinking of Scott's original thread, then reading your words —*that's some great medicine right there! You are both inspirations.
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I'm so happy to see you posting Michele! It's great to hear that your recovery is coming along. Stay strong.
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Michele, you and Scott are two of the most courageous people...all the best for continued progress!
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I remember PMing back and forth with Scott when things weren't looking so good. I'm so happy to know you've pulled through!!!

Thank you DrPete. I decided to post this so that I could let everyone know how I am. I finally was able to finish reading the other thread. I can't read it without crying, and there is so much I just don't remember and probably never will. I am of the belief maybe that is for the best.

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Michele and I have been emailing each other regularly since she was able to. She has been keeping me up with her progress and every time I hear her take another step in her recovery, it's another joyful moment for me. She is my special internet buddy and although we have tried to meet, I still haven't seen her face to face.

I have been waiting patiently because as soon as she can, I am going to be there with her for her virgin ride on the special bike that Scotty has in mind for her. And we are going to ride together.
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Thank you for updating us on your incredible story. Still praying for you. I think of you everytime I see your husband on the forums. May God continue to bless you both abundantly.

Thank you. The Lord has blessed us so much already. And I know everyday I take a breath just how much so.


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Thanks so much for sharing your wonderful story, Michele. Like jsharr, I think of you often, especially when I see Scott's posts in here. That was an incredible, humbling time, during those many days when we didn't know if you'd make it or not. We're glad you did! Keep on keepin' on!
I am quite humbled whenever I think about how mych Scotty loves me and the amount of love and support that I received from people who knoew nothing more than my name.

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It's funny but the things I notice the most as residual from the illness are so small. I have a scar over my upper lip that Scotty isn't even sure where it came from and a lot more gray hair. I thought about dying my hair but you know I earned these gray hairs so I am keeping them!


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