yesterday, the bf in training (aka best friend) calls.
... 10 min later I call backhim: "hey, want to do dinner or something... and chat?"
me: "....oh, I dunno. I'm really doing OK, I think I just need some alone time"
him: "no, I don't mean about that [i assumed he meant about my dad] I just have some other things on my mind"
me: "Is there something you need to chat about?"
him: "well.. I just wanted to explain why I've been such a failure since July... I probably should ahve been more aggressive"
me: "well, you could put the same blame on me. I've been running at full speed for more months than I can count, and between moving to mpls, my dad, and now CO I don't know which end is up... we'll hang out soon. I'm just not up for anything tonight"
Today on messengerme: "Sorry, I was being self-centered as usual. Is there something you were trying to tell me, and I didn't let you?"
him: "Naw.. it can wait."
so, whats he saying??!me: whatever. you're coming out to visit
him: more than you know
me: pshhh you don't have a family either. come out for thanksgiving! we can get a rotisserie chicken and instant potatos at rainbow
him: instant potatoes are not allowed!
me: how much mroe than i know?
him: oh, that's for me to surprise you with...regularly
me: well if its regular its not a surprise
him: it won't be regular...you know what I mean
me: somebody's got to challenge you