I think I won't see my Mom again...
I've spent 10 days with my Mom. I'd planned to visit other people, friends and family. But I stayed here. I told everybody that it was because of my recent surgery, that I wanted to avoid unnecessary trips... But the truth is I don't think she is gonna last a lot more.
She looks happy, calm and very tired.
Somehow I feel "prepared". It is a strange feeling... nothing like I've ever felt before. I can't even describe it.