Long story short, due to my own stupidity I have to save every penny I earn outside of rent and bills and dog food until school starts. I mean no buying groceries. I'm using the food I had stored at my boyfriend's place when I was living with him. I have flour, sugar, a bit of rice, canned goods etc. I can't buy fruit or veg which isn't good, I pick whatever berries I find near my work.
Anyway, soon I will start having to hit the local food bank for the first time. Worrying about where my next meal is going to come from is very depressing. I'm actually figuring out how to cut down on how much I need to eat. I'm a vegetarian so at least I don't need expensive meat to eat.
My mother and i live together right now, she's NOT getting what I'm telling her. She seems to think we are going to share food costs. I've told her a few times I can't do that. I have to start going to the local food bank.
I pay my half the rent, i do housework, laundry etc, I also work FT. I'm not lazy or a mooch, don't even think that.
I might even have to start finding the local soup kitchens. I can't believe this is happening. I might sell my Miyata that I was planning on using along with my hybrid to get to school.
My mother isn't the type to feed me without me having to pay her back every cent. I can't afford to have further debt going into school.
I feel like a freaking loser.