For the last 5-6 years ive been suffering from a bad case of social anxiety or social phobia. Basically i get very nervous when im around people that im not 100 percent comfortable with. I feel like people are watching me alot and it has completly changed who i am and how i percieve things and situations. I tried going on medication for it (Paxil is the devil)but it only made things worse. It has made me avoid way to many day to day events and activities which in the past i had no problem with involving myself in and i actually used to look forward to what i now avoid at any cost. I havent been in school for 2 years now ( im 20 years old) and people are starting to think im nothing but a **** up. I had 2 jobs for only 2 weeks before i quit becuase of how nervous i got in the work environment. Now To my QUESTION lolz What do you guys recommend as a job that would require as little human communication as possible. I know this sounds pathetic but i really need to find a job that im comfortable with so i can waste all my money on bike parts and stuff i dont need. I was thinking maybe a mail man but arent those jobs hard to get? Or even a bridge toll guy but ive heard those jobs are harder to get than mail jobs Im really at a point in my life where i feel kind of lost and need some direction.
If anyone can give me some input on the job situation i would greatly appreciate it.