I drank two cups of coffee at dinner time. I'm going to be up late tonight, I can feel it.
My mind is wandering. Dreaming. Guessing. Wondering what could have been, if only I would have made different decisions. What would have happened if I had reacted differently in the past? Would I still be here, pondering and over-complicating? Do I really have to live with the decisions and actions I have taken? Should I make due with what is here, at this moment, and press on? Should I surrender? I probably should. Right?
You see folks, I really shouldn't be left alone to make my own decisions. I'm not grown up enough to fully understand 'cause and effect'. I'm just a child, on the cusp of understanding what it is to be an adult. Left to my own devises, I drink coffee at 5:00 on a Monday night; fully knowing my decision will not end well. I wonder if I should stop thinking on my own sometimes. It really would be easier on me. Or, just maybe, I'll replace all of my coffee with decaffeinated coffee.
Also, and this is extremely important my friends so listen up. Charlie Burgh is a huge wanker! Probably the biggest one of all!