Did some shuttle runs today. During that time I was able to sort out what was going through my mind, how I felt about what was going on, just rewent through life in itself. May I say I feel much better about stuff right now, and have managed to pull my self away from the dark clouds. I have to say, that a good ride may be the best medicine for a bad time. To just escape and thrash the bike, throw tricks out of feeling like you have nothing to lose. Pin stuff you have never thought of pinning before. Just tweaking the bike every chance you get. Put all those together it gives a great time and puts you on a major high. All is right with me again finally, I just needed to escape from society for awhile.