i do. and im wondering if you guys perform better when you're upset? i perform a hell of a lot better when im pissed off or upset over something/someone. i recently confessed to a friend that i have feelings for her and she pretty much told me she thinks of me as a brother....days before i confessed she told me she was interested in this one guy and i told her i was alright with the whole thing about her not being interested in me and that it was okay for her to tell me about the other dude. but the reason why i did all this was because i wanted to preserve the friendship with her. you swear i wanna here about the other dude. we're been close friends for the last 8 years and i would hate to have something like this be the end of it. now, all i feel is restlessness each day since the incident. i ride as hard as i can each ride, i take out my stress on dumbsh!t drivers and stupid ***** pedestrians. i ride up the steepest hills my city has to offer and i STILL do not feel any better. and everytime i see her chat status message and i see it says "Bubbly " (it's a song that the guy likes that she also likes) i get all pissed off again and i just need to be out riding to sorta help deal with the pain. everyday i think about it and i wish that someday that guy would take up cycling and compete against me and i would drop him so badly thanks to all the fuel that's being fed to the fire.