Carleton - wow, I feel you.
This was the year I was aiming to go make noise at collegiate nats, and instead every single thing in my life which ranks higher on the priority chart than racing has had major meltdowns. My goals of going fast in a cat1/2 field by July now look like, "don't get dropped in the Cat3 field at the Marymoor GP".
Wife, dog, job, 2nd job, grad school... I've barely touched a bike in the last 7 weeks.
I trained twice last week, rode yesterday, after a winter run-up & 6 omniums/stage races when everything was looking my way, it now doesn't look like my year.
Hold strong, stay the course, who knows where you'll end up.
You'll get through it.