OK, that's it. It's time for me to schedule in some fun rides for myself, for this purpose. I almost never get on my bike just for the sake of it, because I feel undeserving, if that's the word for it. I ride for transportation mostly, and that's fun, and it's good for my mood, but I need more. Not only that, getting away from the rest of life can give me a fresh and brave perspective for when I get back to it.