Becky: You are doing great on your own. When I read your stuff, it's right minded and I really believe in you. You do not see me write the same things to everyone who posts here. I think you will ultimately succeed in what you describe today as your "struggle". One of these days I think you will see it differently. Sooner than you think. Hang in there.
Did you ever hook up with any of the other folks I mentioned in Springdale?
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