Update
 

Still cant manual. I just quit trying now lol, ill find something different to try lol.

I found out it is impossible to find my balance point. I went so far back I would fall off a couple times just to get used to the falling back thing but still no results. When It seems like I find im leaning back at the perfect spot, it just rolls backwards and i land on my feet.

Maybe you should try it on a unicycle.

Thank God for small miracles.