Great to hear you're doing better bigtea. That's a hell of an experience you went through. Sorry to hear that you had so many wastes of skin give you such grief. One day they'll have hardship and they'll find others that will show no compassion to them. I feel sorry for these people.
I can imagine the emotions that went through your head during that first ride. I doubt I could have been as strong as you. For me, it would spell the end of my riding days.
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