My heart aches for the family and friends of this cycing brother. I also feel for you San Rensho. A friend of mine saw a similary accident a few years ago, rode home and has never touched his bike again. I hope you weather this storm and come out okay. I wrestle with the danger of this sport everyday. Am I being irresponsible to keep riding when I know of the dangers? But, without cycling a part of my life would have to die. It's a tough struggle.