Forgive me about it, but this is one of those days when you feel that's enough is enough.
I can't take this cold anymore

I came back to cycling last August at 225 pounds at 5'11", riding every day 20-25 km and 40-60 km on weekends. Weight dropped to 205 by the end of November. I am on rollers every day doing about 20-25 km on them but I guess it's not the same since weight is about 208 right now. I am watching what I eat, but no special diet. I need to drop another 15-20 pounds and I know that is probably doable. The whole season is ahead of me

But I just hate this extra fat on my body! I have a picture taken for a side while I am on the bike and it makes me want to run for a lipo immediately.
Phew... Here, I said it.
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