yeah I guess (heart on my sleeve) I am terrified of getting to the run and end up walking in between mile 2 and 3 so I have been obsesing about getting my distance to 3 miles by the end of this week.

My schedule is so wacked out I dont know where to pick it back up, snow,son in hospital,trip to florida,rain,having to go back to florida weekend before race, I know I cant make up for lost time but 2 and 3 days of not training makes me feel like I'll never get it back.

I'll slug thru the swim and cycling but I can't bring myself to walk in the last part, maybe if I can come to terms with walking at a faster pace in the middle and then have a strong run finish, but right now I can't even fathom that!