Personally, I hate change despite all the sermons I get about it being healthy, good for growth, and that old clincher...change is inevitable anyway. But I still hate it. However, that said, once I've accepted (of necessity) changes in my life habits, I find life still livable and even rewarding. Sounds like circumstances are bringing you to the edge of Change. At the risk of being a hypocritical, sanctimonious twerp........embrace the change, as you seem to be doing, and find your options.
But, like me, you can still continue to hate change.