All I know is that when I'm riding my bike, that's all I think about. I take in the scene, stare straight ahead, and every thought goes to making myself move forward. Not thinking about life is a huge relief. It's a way for me to get away. It's simple. Move forward, keep pedaling, keep breathing. That's the only I have on my mind and that's the only thing I want on my mind, at least for the few hours that I'm cycling.