Better think hard on the wife part you did LOVE her at one time.Now go back to her look at her real good and get that LOVE of your life back in you again.My wife and I have had a lot of bad times we even thought leaving each other a few times.But I can tell you if you go off and leave her it you may play the field for a while but some day you will look back and say man I wish my wife was here now.I say get your ASS back to her first.And work on that part of your life.Riding a bicycle and doing a tour can be fun but that fun will play out fast.That's what I did here and I can say I am very glad I did.Being married is a lot of hard work.you may give 100% and you think she is giving 0% I say take a good look at your self first get your life right and the rest will come to you so easy.Touring will always be waiting on you to do.I don't mean to sound hard on you I guess my wife comes first to me and ever thing else can wait on me.