There's 4 races left in New England, but being a student the first few weeks of December are pretty hectic. So, I'm not pressuring myself to do any racing. I really need a break too. This being my first season of competitive cycling I definitely trained poorly; I overtrained, so my bodies worked. I look fit, but I have no juice left. I could use a solid month of vegging out, as I plan to race crits in the upcoming season.

There is nothing psychical limiting me from racing, but it's the whole weighing things like school against cycling. As a Cat4, I'm not getting paid to ride bike, so occasionally I have to give in to attending to things I don't enjoy like school or work.

Sigh, I'm not sure what I'm going to do without cross', this season was awesome though, and I learned a lot.