eff it, time to face up to reality. i'm 6lbs lighter than my race weight last year (158--->152), and there's nothing i can do right now to go in deficit mode as i'm either recovering or doing things full bore. This was a lot easier when i was in base building mode (even with those SST workouts) and can cut about 300-400kcals a day. Oh well, i guess i can cut again when collegiate season's over)