Interesting how when one accuses one of something, it is the very thing that plagues the person pointing fingers. A brief view through your posts shows a person easily offended, with low self esteem more than likely an underlying cause, anger and offensive posts, and a tendency to accuse others of "being the internet tough guy". I think you need professional help and if visiting this forum is so painful for you, perhaps you should just avoid it.
Oh and BTW most surgeons suffer some degree of low esteem,...that's why we became surgeons in part. Were just pretty good at covering it up. But we are all humans no? And as such we all have our frailties. Yes and again , your internet savvy was correct, I 'm really a hamburger flipper at Micky D's.