I'm the fat guy in process of being the fit guy (25 lbs lost, 15 to go)

My bike is too good for me (Not for much longer)

I'm afraid to go on group rides fearing I'll get dropped in the first 5 miles.

When I'm going up a hill I fear another cyclist will pass me with minimal effort while I'm almost dying.

I don't ride as much as I could.

I spend too much time on BF. (I should be studying right now...)