I frequently feel annoyed inside when my GF wants to go out to eat and we spend $30, but then drop 115 times that on a bike.

Sometimes I really feel unmotivated to actually GO riding. Once I am on the bike, I love it.

Sometimes I feel I'm a reasonably strong rider, sometimes I'd be embarrassed to be seen.

Although I love them, descents scare me.

Very worried about my first serious injury to come from this sport.