Refocus you whole damn wiring. Ask yourself what you gong to do AFTER your ride. It's part of you life. There's no forum here that tells you that youre just too tired for eating is there? You eat. And like pig. Where others starve and eat bugs. Today you ride!!! ride because you don't eat beetles. You don't have to put a bolt in a pigs head chop him up and eat Em. Live is simple. Simple decisions. Simple life. Should you ride? should you waste the amazing daily freedom give to you on a bontager dinner plate? Relish the guilt yo feel about getting away from family. Work. Mortgages. Get away. Feel bad that what you are doing is better than your life. Better than your abilities. Better than your spirituality. Should I go for a ride? Should I task a dump? Equality of function revolved I symbiotic discussion of nonsence.
Yes go for a ride. Understand there are millions who will neve be on a bike like yours. Or eat Gu. Or shave like a girl. Millions who don't even know why they should care.
Until they do. Because you answered the question of "yes. I will go". So get the **** out there and know: you are never good enough. They are always better than you. What you are Is a person who now rides for IT. Longs for It. DEscusses the IT. Go out and be humble and then humble as the cycle is unrelenting and consuming. Go. Ride. Hurt. Smile.