hmm lately i've been trying to turn wrenches again, ride zee bike, i collect and trade grateful dead soundboards (over 2tb of lossless shows) which is time consuming but rewarding. I really want to get back on my dirt bike I still have my pride and joy '02 KTM 200 I bought brand new in high school. I used to race harescrambles/enduro obsessively but it's been shelved for a few years. This topic is depressing lol, the past 5 years my hobby, identity, and full time job was being a junky, it has been incredibly hard to get back into positive hobbies and endeavors... too used to sitting around saying **** this **** that bla bla. The bikes have been a help in having something to focus energy on.