This reminds me of the little joke about the guy going to the doctor and banging his head against the wall....

headbanger: "my head hurts"
doctor: stop banging your head
headbanger: but it feels so good when I'm done

I'm going out for what could be the last ride of the season any moment now...which also means I wont have the legs I had over the peak of summer and my mind just wont accept that. Tomorrow will hurt a little bit.