Originally Posted by mileslong

I wonder if you have ever given any thought as to why you won't allow yourself to succeed? You obviously have the passion for cycling, the willpower to stay on track long enough to see progress, and the ability to recognize self defeating behavior: so why do you sabotage yourself? Is there a flaw in your belief system that makes you think you don't deserve to feel good about yourself and your body? I only ask because it is something I have struggled with for years.