I realized today that I'm making terrible decisions that affect other people, and I need to change that. The problem with it is that one of the people involved enjoys my bad decisions as much as I do, until the next day when we both realize we ****ed up.

I also realized that I have gotten about 20 hours of sleep in the past week, and I don't remember the last day I didn't drink booze. Tonight's agenda, clean my house, nap, watch tv, and drink water. Time for a little bit of restful detox...