Originally Posted by
ViolinRdr
Shoot...forgot to say that the main reason I'm scared to death, is that I'm afraid my bike is just gonna wash out from underneath me
Most likely, your bike didn't wash out. Often, when you go off the road, there's a small lip back up to the pavement. Bikes don't handle that lip very well and the all-too-common result is falling into the road. I did that myself on Labor Day and broke my hip. Now I'm suffering the same anxiety that you're having.
The solution is simple: "If you go off, stay off." Bring your bike to a stop, lift or roll it back onto the road, and restart. Nobody wants to do that because it seems a little wimpy but think of all the time you would have saved if you did it that way.