My legs felt like logs and I was riding into a headwind, but there kept being riders in front of me so I kept pushing to "chase down the breaks."

Nearly got taken out by a guy in a pickup. I was trackstanding at a stop light and he rolls up on my right, just as the light turns green for me and red for him. He keeps rolling through but he keeps looking at me. I keep looking at him and I go. He sees I've got the light and I'm going, so he actually pulls over like he's doing me some favor but instead he pulls around and stops right in the bike lane. I ride by and give him the "WTF?" gesture.