I've seen doctors about depression before, back when I was a kid and not too long ago. I'm really good at covering up feelings, so they attributed it to minor/major depression, and brushed me off. I'm not going to take prescription drugs, because from I've seen, that makes the people worse.
I need valid diagnosis before I start treating myself though. Or else I probably will end up killing myself by driving my psychosis farther along.
What I hope to find are possible and reoccurring triggers that shift my mood, how to recognize them, and how to deal with them so I don't go all Gary Busey on everyone on the reg.
I appreciate the responses and even that ******** picture. lol.
Oh, I totally meant to say "are useless" in my original post. I hate psychology, think it's a ******** field.
But good luck with everything.