It takes time to adjust. Eventually, you'll look at every day with as a new adventure. Some days, things will go by so smooth you'll say to yourself -- "why can't I do this every day!?" Other days you'll say "never again."

For example, today's ride was somewhere between "Hi wind, nice to see you and ------------------------------------------Tour de F' you"
I will dub it day after Texas Week Spring Break ends. Everybody is hostile, hung over and is getting back into their possession of this asphalt is 9/10th the law mentality.

But honestly, it was a good day.
You'll get here, I promise.