So now we observe the subject (which we will refer to as bdswest) in a desperate attempt to justify his maniacal ravings, indeed in an effort to convince himself that he is an emotionally healthy, well adjusted individual. However, with heartbreaking predictability, he accomplishes quite the opposite, only managing to reveal the true extent of his psychosis.
This type of individual is pathologically incapable of heeding the first lesson of the proverbial man trapped in a hole, unable to climb out:
Stop digging.