I'm 6 foot and weigh 123 lbs. I lift weights as well but my max for bench is 110. The fact that you are benching 30lbs over your body weight is exceptional! Really, good job and keep it up. I know how you feel man, I get looks all the time at the gym from meat heads, I just shrug and say, "Gotta start somewhere." You are doing awesome man don't trip.