Advice Needed!

First off, How's the ewangs hanging? I've been trying to adjust to things. Not working too good right now. So here's the thing.
I need my own place. Something quick and temporary because my future is uncertain. I'm living with a friend and can't get on a good training schedule. My head is all foggy with questions and uncertainty. But I've got 5 races, Wed. through Sun. I am in no way ready mentally or physically to do this but still feel I should. If anyone out there can help and sort all this stuff out for me I'd appreciate it.

Apartment for a while?
Race this week?
Sex Change?
Lobotomy?